>>5834706Wew, Lass.
I was expecting a lighthearted tale of happy merchant scalpers & soccer moms going crazy. What we got was TMI. A dark, sad look into the life of that rare creature, the autistic woman-child.
You're crazy & you need help. Not trolling. Someone needs to tell you this. Fancy dolls are not the answer. They're more of a hindrance. The reason the manger was mean to you because you were sperging out on Chris-Chan levels.
The denied bank card, selling grandma's gold for plastic dolls, & the car dying after you splurged is evidence that you need to get your life & finances back on track. And since you told us all these embarrassing details, it seems that on a subconscious level you know your life is fucked. And now you're telling us that these fictional characters are like family to you? You're deep down the rabbit hole of fantasy life. Right down there with otherkins, furries, LARP'ers and other toxic made-up shit.
My advice: Sell the dolls on eBay. Get your car repaired. Get fit. And get laid. It ain't hard once you get past the mental blocks. But I'm sure you have an excuse to do none of that. There's always an excuse. But at least I've done my Christian duty to tell you you're nuts and how to get back on track. I can't force you to get out of your black hole of Disney fantasy & no monies.
Get help.