>>10440966>>10440997>>10441176>>10441562>>10441241>>10441594Literally none of these anons recognize the actual issue that most likely plagues OP and a great many unfortunate people.
They most likely have a mental illness, some brain deficiency and chemical imbalance that causes a person to feel like shit with very little impact of what goes on around them.
Like sure they would most likely still rather sleep in a comfy bed and have water to drink but ultimately feeling "good" is a commodity that some will never experience because they are simply broken on a biological level.