Quoted By:
Toy collecting has become an addiction that I use to try and fill a void in my soul. The small satisfaction of opening and fiddling with a new action figures brings me momentary happiness. I use that as a substitute to real, fulfilling happiness I would be getting if I'd actually move on and do something with my life. 2 years into college, live at home, currently isolating myself from the few friends I have because I'm simply too depressed to move. I continually have dreams of having the proper life I missed out on in highschool cause I was such a pussy and never had the balls to approach the ones I liked. I know I probably need help, but I don't want it.