>>8999597Pretty much what
>>8999712 said, you should probably talk to a professional. You seem to be pretty desperate for companionship, based on the fact that you're always here and reply to everybody. While we can talk about toy robots with each other, we can't actually be there for you when you need someone. The first step is finding someone (that's not a faceless anon on 4chan) to talk to, which is usually the hardest part. It'll get better tho.
