>>5777437>>5777443>>5777483>wanting to do something right>not waiting to go through trail and error>avoid newbie mistakesI got some bad news for you: it doesn't work like that. None of the things humans do with their hands work like that.
Unless you are a literal robot, you can't just "load" a skill into yourself. You can have the most detailed step by step guide on earth and your first attempts will still look like shit.
Getting good at a manual skill like this takes practice which takes time AND money, more importantly you HAVE to enjoy the process of trying again and again in order to get better with each try. This is why folks here are saying it might not be a hobby for you.
One more point, if you are really into something, you want to know more about it and you find all sorts of information on it pretty quickly. Waiting passively on people to spoonfeed you means you are probably not that interested in that thing in the first place and you won't have the motivation to go through with it anyway.
Think about it.