>>8876746>you are a hoarder and I don't think your dad can help you much. If you're saving things for "sentinmental reasons" or because "someone might need it!" STOP. Sicne everything's put away, onyl keep what you actively think about or remember Don't get rid of anything that you might kick yourself for later like a rare custom piece, I don't think you need that sail barge honestly. As for what to do with the excess money, vacation, date somebody, pick up a few useful skills/hobbies like learning how to hunt, fish, draw, fight, shoot, do blue collar work like plumbing/elec/carpentry, take up a martial art, basically reinvest it into yourselfI already know mostly the stuff i want to keep, i still like buying toys but i dont know what to do with all this stuff. I want to sell the sail barge honestly
>As to how to break teh hoarder habit, you're gonna have to have an epiphany moment. As to how or when that happens, it will be when you can't move or think in your own space, clutter fucks with your mind and a messy place leads to messy thoughtsI always think about killing myself so i already have messy thoughts like that. The toys used to be a way for me to fill the hole in my heart but now that doesnt work anymore and thanks to a number of factors i want to kill myself practically all the time now. I only dont because the thought of my dad finding my corpse and being alone just hurts inside, and wherever ill go afterwards ill just feel guilty for hurting him like that. That said i really dont know what to do, in a way post that picture was my own way of crying for help.
