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I wish I had a picture to contribute but my living situation is a cluttered disrepaired mess and the stuff I waste my money on is all in little bins. I’ve never had a room I had full control (or the means) to fashion my own space. I feel like that’s literally all I dream about, to one day have a nice sturdy/clean room all my own with a shrine of pretty things. I don’t know if it will even make me happy if I do finally get it put together, I’m too depressed to maintain focus to hold media close to my heart anymore. I imagine I might go blind any few number of years from now (it’s very hard to assemble small pieces) so it’s a stupid dream on all fronts. Being consumer trash is basically all that keeps me attached to the world.
I could list off a bunch of my trinkets to paint a mental would-be picture but right now I just keep a gacha figurine of Xiaomu from the Namco/Capcom crossover games next to my lamp so every day I see a representative for the idea. I hope one day the things I love mattered and aren’t just someone else’s headache of clutter when I drop dead.
