>>5755774Im afraid of this so much... It makes me so depressive... like...very deadly-depressive when your face turns into a thousand yard stare and you dont feel anything.
Im 30 and my mother died few months ago. I have only grandmother left and she is the only person i know outside of the internet and we dont have any relatives.
If i die in future...i dont even want to think about it.
My pet will die out of starvation. My corpse will be found like those creepy gore pictures of people that turned into mummies because nobody came to check them. What will happen with all this stuff... My only friends are few people from the internet.
Im almost bursting into tears again because of this thought. Im jealous of grandmother. Sle was born in 1933 and lived a long and healthy life and she will die not alone...
Please hope this thread didnt sink while im writing this. Hope there are people like me on /toy/ and i want to know WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH THIS PROBLEM?
