>>10157881Cobain never really embraced being a celebrity. He often threatened to no-show concerts if he saw the crowd was too preppy/had to many jocks in it (as Cobain despised jocks/preppies and explicitly felt his music wasn't "for them", a sentiment he expressed in "In Bloom") and had to be forced by his management to go onstage.
"Nevermind" becoming a huge fucking hit was the worst thing that could have happened to him as Kurt was utterly ill-equipped to become famous and worse, got pissy as fuck when magazines realized he and Courtney were junkies and Courtney most likely was using while pregnant with Kurt's kid (which led to Kurt writing "Rape Me", where he basically compared the media to rapists "raping" the people they were covering in their stories)
Also Kurt had latent gay tendencies (he explicitly states he would have gone gay full-time had he not met Courtney in his private diaries) and was already looking for ways to kill off Nirvana when "In Utero" came out as far as wanting to stop the wild ride he was on and disband his band.
It's one of the reasons why Kurt's death attracts so much controversy over whether or not it was murder or suicide. Kurt never wanted fame, was probably going to publicly come out as gay once he dumped Courtney, and was willing to kill the gravy train for everyone around him by dissolving the band. Combine with Courtney's adultery and Dave Grohl's own ambitions for his own band and his label being run by a legit sociopath who's been alleged to have had people killed and you could see how "Kurt was murdered" seems a likely scenario over "Kurt killed himself".