I got Reimu dirt with something and now I washed her and I'm carrying her around the house like a baby. I never thought I would be the weird guy that played with girl dolls. I don't think I was able to remove it entirelly, I tried using detergent with a tooth brush, it's a pencil stain or something dusty touched her while I was using my stuff.

I think it finally happened, i'm mentally ill. I also always had trouble sleeping the dark makes me feel in danger, but since I put Reimu on the shelve near to me I felt more safe.