>>10284696I was the gentle giant at school. The bullies would pick on me because it made them feel tough. They also had an insecure manlet "friend" whom they'd lie to that I was talking shit about. They found it funny to see the little dog barking at the big dog. Also they were trying to get me to beat him up. I told the teachers and all they did was tell me to take it because if I hit anyone I'll "leave them half". Whenever I weren't at school or sent for chores, I would be under house arrest. My abusive mother and brother would play all sorts of mind games to enrage me and then pretend I have a problem. The few times I punched a wall they got pissy instead of being thankful I hurt myself instead of them. The abuse also included physical forms and things I don't want to talk about. So far almost all my problems in life would had been solved with violence.
I can't take a liking to a guy who agonizes over sparing his various victimizers. Not that I ever thought that deep as a kid. To me the Hulk was some ugly strong guy in tatters who never does anything meaningful.
