>>10817437OP all your replies sound like you need to do some soul searching. I'd recommend cleaning and purging some of your collection down to just your favorites and overhauling your entire living space.
Do you collect any hasbro 6" stuff? If so, that's part of your problem. Find a new rabbit hole to learn about like MOTU and pick a hobby that can go with it like toy photography.
Eat healthy, sleep like a normal person, get offline, it'll do wonders for your mental health.