>>9322789People that are about to kill themselves should always try some drastic shit first before killing themselves to see if it makes a difference. Like, if you hate your life and are actually about to kill yourself, instead go try to rob a bank. If you get away you'll probably have about a years pay so head to Thailand and bang a bunch of hookers and see how you feel.
If things go south just kill yourself or trick the cops into killing you during the robbery or something.