>>9835803Funny, im a sad asshole too
but only buy toys for te toys really
if somethig is too specific i a certain series and not feel like it fits in with the more general toyish vibe it an detract to it despite findin it impressive or acknowledging its quality
the toys i like for the ding an sich always have te most stayingpower
im now home witj a burnout and bought some hotwheels i felt buyers remorse on when impulsing a bit (27 euros, o wich one 5pack where i dont love everyhig) not ridiculous or anything
but im trying to stay positive and keep things in perspective
i also got some tools to fibally be able to open them up and fix/customize them waiting in the mail.
So i can use them for parts, practise and to experiment on without ruining cars more dear to me.
To all other anons relating and not feeling other isseus itt, keep at it and try to take it easy (and be easy on yourself). You might not feel or enjoy something today, but that doesnt mean tomorrow.
Recently found some ars my gramps gave me around 2000.
Later i realized they were butt fucking ugly, or made me sad. Now they make me laugh and remind me of gramps. Hell, i actually like their ugly designs in am endearing way.
Silver lining? A change of mood? A wiser perspective?
