>>62011Yeah those years in particular were the golden ones for me.
Had no friends after that though, wished it would all be over so I could move on to uni
and I still haven't even made any uni friends... And don't even get me started on my crush:
>As I'm about to walk out of the classroom once she asks me to give her a high-five for no reason, I don't know why but I just splurged out and said "kill yourself", BIG mistake>Fast forward to camp, all boys and girls slept in one massive hall on the first night of the camp. When I woke up the next day I look around the room and see that my crush is also up just staring at me, I don't wave back or anything, just quickly look away from her and continue the rest of the day>Also on that camp, she was near me at one point and said "Nice bottle" to me, and I just said "T-Thanks, it's filtered">A year after that she sits next to me often but I never say a word to her>On the last day of school she and her friend get doughnuts and bring them to my class in particular and offers anyone to pick any up, but I just keep typing away at my computer and don't look at her or take her offer at all, it was awkward>Never see her againWell, what can you do now