i really need some motivation please
i study
i work
but my anxiety just throws my timing under the bus
i eat too much when im stressed
i am addicted to the politics, youtube, reddit and 4chan
it takes me 3 hours to wank and sometimes i wont cum (thanks ssri)
i'm 22, had sex with a girl for the first time a few weeks ago, and am currently dating a guy that i like to touch but don't really want to fuck, i just want to touch and fuck women but of course i don't know how to make the first move

this looks horrific but it's what came out of my head edit-free
i'm not suicidal, but i need your help /b/
thankyou.
videos, authors, strategies - anything
i am your creation internet, now fix me