I'm sick of school, I want to join the workforce. I miss the bar, I need to get my own so I can sleep with it. I can't wait to go to the gym next week, i can feel the good lifts and heavy gains are waiting for me. I don't want to study; I want to lie on the beach. I wish I hadnt been an idiot and taken the perfect qt when I had the chance, but I fucked up and now my life is just an endless cycle of sleep and studying and she's gone.
I don't know if I'll ever find happiness.