>>68067>i'm well into being 26I know exactly what you mean. I went through the same thing in my late 20's as well. Take it from someone who's well into their 30s now: try your best to suppress it and forget about it. Do it by whatever means necessary: alcoholism, drugs, fucking prostitutes, anything to keep you happy for a brief moment in time and away from the idea of getting older.
Do you have any hobbies, preferably one that makes you feel happy or productive? I find that doing something I am passionate about helps deter suicidal thoughts, at least for a little while.