Okay recently got a pass. Past year I've dealt with a lot of shit hitting the fan. Had an Aneurysm in my Aorta that nearly killed me and left me wheelchair bound. My mother died via a car crash due to being exasperated from being with me in the hospital. It was a head on collision and she was obliterated. This can be a pity party thread or something more philosophical just talk about grief you've dealt with.