>>41380369Because I don't want to be fucked just for the hell of it to please a guy who literally once humped and came on my leg while I was sleeping, would always forcibly grab my hand in public to place it on his crotch or grope my tits also in public. He was a disgusting person, that's why I left him.
I want it to be with someone who genuinely loves me and I feel safe and happy doing it with, someone I connect with and waits for me, someone who isn't just a horny bastard wanting to get laid. I don't care if I have to keep waiting more and more years desu.