>>45837673I feel like I’m wasting my life. College didn’t work out so I dropped out and I lost a lot of passion I had in my younger years. Slowly losing connections with my friends and my relationship is just kind of there. Family life is as much of an headache as always. Hate the way I look because of a minor disease and it has hit my self confidence to the point where I stop caring of myself outside of showering. I probably should go see a therapist but I don’t have the money for that. Contemplating how I can get rid of myself without burdening the few genuine people I have in my life.