>>42523710I know she's there, I'm not saying she isn't. I'm saying if she wasn't, I want you to make a life good enough for you to enjoy even if she wasn't. If you make that life, you'll enjoy even more because she is there.
You're right, I don't understand because I don't know you personally but I can only assume because I don't know you. I'm just trying to give you the best advice I can think of. I'm glad you have Leaf in your life but it's clear people messing with you and trying to get at you is working and you shouldn't let it affect you the way it does. You shouldn't let yourself feel like anyone is trying to get at your relationship with her. But if that continues to happen then you should just stop using 4chan in general and enjoy your relationship with her on your own. It will make it that much more special and that much less stressful for you. In the end, you'll be that much more happy enjoying your life with her than you would be trying to get at people on the internet because they won't let up. Just walk away from the computer and it can all get better from there.