>>25138192Hmmm. That worries me, honest.
I at least have explained you whatever I know. You probably should practice some relaxing exercises, you look really tense about something.
When I have learned that the things aren't meant to be controlled
as I was taught at my home I reached peace of mind.
Meanwhile, try to keep away from these threads, and hide them at sight. Probably there's some bigger shit happening in your mind you have yet to reveal.
Best of luck, my friend.
>>25137577Head first, as they said, means the victim has reduced control of the situation. Feet first is a much gentler approach. The end is the same, but the means are totally different, making it a completely different story.