>>12774809>>12774834im honestly glad to hear im not the only fucked up one...
my cousin who is about 6 years younger than me put his leg over me while we were sleeping in the same bed. I have no idea why i did this, but i assumed he was coming on to me and kinda push my butt against what i thought was his crotch... thank god it turned out to be his side.. my cousin was like 7 and ugly and fat so i have no idea why i did it
He was still freaked out and told my grandma who was relived it wasnt anything more serious, because i was sexually abused as a child, me having gone through a lot worse
it caused a lot of drama which ended up with my cousin moving to a different state because my cousin's mom assumed that side of the family was fucked up (which we are).
I thought i was a monster for a while before coming to the conclusion that it couldve been a lot worse and than i didnt do anything advertly sexual.