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I hate myself. I can't engage with any kind of conversation without sounding like an illiterate retard. I worked hard to learn lots of useful words and Im very knowledgable about philosophy and psychology. Also when I talk to myself I have no problem having conversations and funny situations. But the moment there's another human being in front of me, Its like I lose the ability to think and become an animal. And thats when I'm not confronted with tall persons that intimidate the shit out of me and make me just want to escape their presence.
Almost 21yo, and Im still struggling to be someone Im not ashamed of in public. I thought I could get some confidence with culture, education and sports, but I still have no results. What a waste of everything.
