>>41991466>I wanted to be with a friend but turns out he just moved back to another state just when I was returning.>I keep sending him messages, and he keeps ghosting me.>I still bought him a 50 dollar gift for his birthday and Christmas even if he didn’t even bothered to congratulate me for my birthday.>He keeps posting a lot in social media, yet I get zero messages.>He is my only friend, yet he has a lot.>I’m still depressed for not hanging out with him after 7 months and probably won’t see him in other 5 months.>He probably blocked me from Social media, but I don’t want to confirm it because it would hit me hard.>I’m feeling desperately lonely and have considered suicide.>He’s probably having a blast right now.>I can’t stop thinking if he doesn’t like me, he’s everything I have, no one else wants to be my friend, just people that want to ask me things.>I’m spending my holidays locked in my room, I just don’t feel good to go out.>My brother brought his bunch of friends yesterday and it make me feel more empty than I was already.>Still no messages nor a view to my recent messages.>A single “hi” from him would make me feel a lot better.I just don’t know what to do anymore.
