>>55365708Hedonism. No lie has been greater than the lie that hedonism can make you happy.
Anon, I'm done with this shit and the excuses. If not for you, then do it for me: get professional help, now.
You're not a god damn parasite, you're just a deeply broken man who has learned helplessness.
I don't want to hear your god damn story again until you've got a grip, okay? Just make sure you're still around for /ef/, and that you do better for yourself.