>>54841680What about future Pokemon games, anon? Don't you want to be around for the coming gens? In the meantime, what about setting small, achievable goals for yourself? Little things that can make your life better over time, bit by bit? This way, by the time each new gen and its dlc arrives, you'll be able to enjoy it, and other things in life, more.
>>54842307You can turn to food banks and churches for help with getting food and also potentially get money from the government to buy food. There are also organizations online that you can reach out to that help with getting people their needed medication at minimum or no cost. Until you're able to get back on your feet and rebuild your confidence, don't feel bad about making use of the resources and help that's out there. Pokemon has brought you happiness in the past, and you want to be around so that it can continue to enjoy it in the future, right?