>>52954519I'm on pretty much the same boat. Holy fuck, are you me, anon? My father walked out of my life when I was young, and I remember what a total shit I used to be. I started lashing out more and getting into fights when I used to never be confrontational before. I remember I even stole things from classmates a few times, skipped school a lot and lied frequently to get myself out of trouble, or to shift the blame on to someone else. I think that's why I like Silver a lot because I can sort of relate to his shitty behaviors, cringe as it is to say. At least he managed to get his life together. Meanwhile, I'm still here floundering and searching for some greater purpose in life.