>>46568918No, the distance between now and the last time any of us experienced happiness is vast enough to render that emotion unrecognizable.
Plenty of us have been capable of feeling happy in recent times even if it isn't our most common emotion or happens frequently. On the off-chance you aren't joking and this is actually your mentality, try getting therapy or going somewhere without people to bring your mentality down for a bit like a forest. I believe you can be happy and deserve it, there's no requirement out there you need to reach.