>>42249178I feel you vro
>meet girl in hs>kind thought she was pretty back then>take her on a date, we kiss a bit but decide it's smarter not to because I was going off to college soon>continue to be friends for years>ff to three years ago>wind up coming back to hometown because switched unis>she tells me she couldn't bear to be friends with me if she ever saw me date anyone else>don't wanna lose her, date her for an unhappy three months>eventually break up with her, she hates me for like two months>wind up at the same uni as her>start to mend and hang out again>I'm there for her through her abusive relationship for a couple years>she was one of my best friends>ff to this past summer>she graduated, she's about to head home to live with folks until she finds a place>last night she was here she tries to kiss me>I don't want to, she tries to yank my head in>eventually gives up and I go home>next day, ask if she made it home>she was very short with me, only using one word replies>eventually blows up at me about how I'm horrible and evil for breaking up with her>tells me this is why I have no friends>eventually she calms down and we don't talk for weeks>she messages me weeks later, saying I'd be stupid if I didn't want to talk to her anymore>still trying to tell me I'm in the wrong for not kissing her>don't wanna deal with this ratchet shit>never replied to herShit bums me out. I thought we were pretty good pals