Quoted By:
Not all of these things are necessarily "secrets" but tfw no friends so only anons will know.
I was six or seven when I started masturbating but didn't know what sex was so I got off to things like characters transforming into animals/things or other /co/ tier /d/ fetishes and I retain them to this day.
I thought I could get myself pregnant as a kid and that terrified me. My mom had already caught me masturbating and told me to stop so I was afraid if I asked her she wouldn't tell me the truth. So I punched my own stomach occasionally just in case.
I was selectively mute as a kid due to bullying, bad home life, ending up in state custody etc.
A lot of the people who treated me badly as kids wanted to fuck me in high school because I grew from a gremlin preteen to somehow being conventionally attractive enough to have attention whenever I want it.
The middle evolution design was very weak with me. I never got over my insecurities from the bad times, though.
My mother passed away about a year and a half ago and I'm still not over it. I'd cut her out of my life for a year or so prior to her diagnosis for the sake of my own sanity and because she was using me but I feel guilty about it now.
She tried to reach out to me prior to the diagnosis but I ignored it because it was more of the same cycle of abuse from before.
My dad loved me a lot but had a drinking problem and a stroke from fifteen years ago has left him unable to move anything other than his eyes or speak and his family has kept him alive in that state this entire time. I think it's inhumane.
Like OP I also will pee in bottles when I don't want to leave my room or deal with my roommate knowing I'm awake.
I always throw them away though.
Despite planning to boycott sw/sh over the poor quality, not just the dex, I'm not playing it and actually enjoying it but I still feel it could be better. I bought it used.
