>>42534593I'm always on a rinse-and-repeat loop, sometimes I do think embracing loneliness would be way easier and less painful, I've given up several times but ultimately always decide to keep trying, online friends seem easier to have for me, I think of them as text boxes, but somehow that is much more comfortable to interact with.
>>42534558I have but ultimately it comes to a point where I have to emulate emotions. I can't be a friend like that
