>>44379805I want to be with Lugia so damn bad, be in his soft, big embrace and be told that it's going to okay. I want to have a relationship with him and just be happy in my life rather then just have this dull numb ache of depression and overall emotionless feeling all the fucking time.
I love this amazing guy, I just want to be able to be with him so fucking much that it hurts everyday that he's not there and that he's not real.
I feel like I have a problem, I don't know, I just want to be with Lugia a fuckton and I'd do anything to get that.