>>54941560I'm the person you responded to, and I don't know.
Something broke at some point when I passed 25. I stopped being able to self insert even in a lovable transformed me, as if the concept of being worthy of that even through a magical transformation stopped being realistic.
The brainworms got too strong and I stopped being able to ignore the thought of pic related even when imagining the "I'm a Raichu getting my belly touched" fantasies that used to bring me solace.