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Was having a very odd time last year, I had just left a "therapeutic" boarding school in the middle of nowhere Utah after 11 months of completing High School, mending my relationship with my father, and just trying to better myself really. Place was shit though, a good portion of the staff were nice but that was about it.
I left after completing the program and signed up to be part of a Job Corps ability to re-integrate myself into society. I was surprised with how much freedom returned to me, I could go on the computer, go outside when I want to, eat good food, go off-campus when I want and without escort. It was looking nice.
Then someone in China ate a bat and coughed a little. Around the time I was going to see my family and friends again was when Lockdown started. Since my Dad still had issues trusting me and knowing I had a lot more freedom here than at his home, I stayed at the center. They discontinued outside trips for food and stuff in July, I haven't seen my Dad since August (met under very specific precautions), and even after lockdown is lifted we won't be able to leave campus until the administration says so. I like being alone, it's nice, but fuck I still need room to breathe.
After all of this lockdown shit is finally over with I'm just gonna take a weekend to finally see friends and family, get high with the friends part, and finally go see my mother's grave. It was put up when I was still at "The Ranch" and I haven't been able to see her yet. It's beautiful though.
