>>48267067I love psyduck/golduck, I like ducks in general and the latent psychic ability that comes out at times for a badass finish is so cool.
On one hand things are going really good, with the pandemic ending I’m really making strides getting out in my new city, meeting new people and making new friends, I moved here just before the shit storm. I’ve also started a really successful side job that I truly love and fufills me, based on around a huge passion of mine.
On the other hand my day job is absolute torture, and I’m just hurting things by continuing to work here and accept paychecks. It’s an office job and I legitimately get no work done, which doesn’t make me feel great but the job is boring and uninspiring as all hell so I have no interest in doing it. I’ve also resorted back to a coomer lifestyle I had last year. And as much as I’m making friends it’s still all beginning stages, so I have very few personal connections irl. My love life is also non existent. I also just cannot into habits I know I should do as they would make me feel better, cardio, better diet, meditation, less screens more reading.
It’s a strange feel cause things are going well one way but I still feel like a mess overall. Things are much better then last year this time so that’s nice. First 8 hrs of the day feel like I’m an observer, the time after it I feel alive and I’m in control.
