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Today I woke up and realized I have been angry, sad, and broken because of SwSh for an entire month.
I opened Unity and realized I was so depressed that I hadn't worked on my hobby game or drawn anything for a month as well, because ever since the announcement of the national dex cut, I was browsing /vp/ and replies to @Pokemon on Twitter until late night every day, arguing with people why Game Freak is a shit game dev company.
Then the Lite was announced yesterday and I knew that it's over. SwSh will sell maybe even more than 3DS titles this time around because so many people, even those that never had handhelds before own a Switch now, and handheld fans will buy the Lite. People that haven't touched a Pokémon game since Gen 3 are all but eager to get back into the series and they will do so.
I looked outside of my window today, watched the birds fly and listened to my neighbors argue over a stupid discount they misinterpreted all while getting my blood sucked by a ton of mosquitoes that I stopped caring about but my arms sure as hell itch like crazy now. I realized for the past month I wasn't living and that I needed to stop being so depressed. It's time to move on, no matter how much it hurts.
I'm tired... I don't want to fight anymore. I don't want to be depressed anymore. I can't convince people even with my most thought out arguments while showing multiple evidence. I have lost. I admit defeat. I want to move on. Call me weak, but I'd rather be weak and happy again than depressed about something I can't change anyway.
Am I the only one feeling this way?
