>>51202474I always praised myself for being an alpha genius, but the more I go on the more I kinda wish I had no standards at all and was weak like others so i could enjoy life. Cause at the end of the day, I'll suffer just the same ways than the average weaklings and even more, actually much more, but the point is that i won't be exempt from the consequences of their stupidity either way.
Knowing and being normal in this world
is worse than being right away defected. Weakness gets prized, strength gets hunted down and ostracized.
I can make a simple example of this. Ive pretty much always been anti-drugs, and hated cigarettes, but I ended up being forced drugs anyway. So at the end I'll die like a lonely piece of shit or even just become like everyone else, without the positive sides of living in a world where you don't need to have a purpose. This existence is a piece of shit and I will destroy it
