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This guy.
I'm similar to a lot of you in this thread. Riding the line between not being able to maintain relationships with people, wanting to go home and hide in my room constantly, yet wanting to actually make good friends and have fun with people. I met a girl online last year who also likes Pokemon and we started going out and met in person a few times, but I got dumped about a half a year ago and I'm still not over it in the slightest and I get extremely emotional about it every day. I'm head over heels for her but I'll never have her back. The only things keeping me from offing myself are my terrible fear of pain/failure to properly kill myself, the effect it will have on my mom and younger brother, and my ever-teetering bipolar personality which can't make up its mind between feeling content and miserable.
Thread's about to 404 but I don't care. I just need to vent a little.
