>>31053574I know how you feel. My only "friend" is a basement dwelling actual autist who basically only plays SSBM and goes online. I have acquaintances but I spend my time alone. People don't like me, they tell me sometimes, and I just try to make due.
At night when I'm in bed I imagine I have real friends, ones who are similar to me, and I have "conversations" with them. This can last for hours. I've never told anyone that, not even my therapist. 