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I'm falling in love with my ex again, it's hard because I know my family and friends would be ashamed of me to take her back. She is still bad for me, although her growth in the years since impressed me I know we would not workout long term.
She came over last night and we made cookies and went to a deli and walked in the night, then we shared a bottle of wine and played Mario Kart. She told me she loved me and she makes me feel loved, but I know in my heart I would be ashamed to take her back after how she treated me before. Sad part is we keep having these wonderful amazing nights/dates/hookups that make me want to trust her again. Woke up hungover as shit and threw up a bunch at work, slept most of my day otherwise.