>>46439895You will never be a woman but I do feel sorry for you that you were likely either molested as a child or raised poorly. It's not your fault. You can get out of this. Just embrace your manhood as it's what God and nature has given to you, and to your reject your own self is the greatest defeat you can bring upon yourself.
That being said I like to play as both male and female, one for each playthrough of each version to get a fuller experience. I think the pokegirls are very pretty, but since they're fictional, it's also very easy to conflate feelings of admiration for them and wanting to be them. Read Carl Jung and his ideas about the feminine and male aspects of animus and anima that each person has, and how to make peace with them. You will never be a woman and good luck.