>>52501436Just get help and lay off the internet for a while.
You might feel like shit, but is it fair to laying into others who you do not even know because you do not see eye-to-eye? How do you find peace in such depravity? You will dig yourself into a place where no one should end up. Once too far, it's over for you and your family has to live with dissapointment and uncertainty whether its their fault or not.
Reality is shit and it feels easy to just dig your head in and never look up again, but you would just spite on everything you can do for yourself. Why not cave a better place for yourself then? Why not building a bridge between the two sides of view? Why not finding something to keep you grounded instead?
Fuck man, I used to spend days on here and /b/ excessively in september after my Dad died. I did fucking stupid things to myself and the only friends who bothered to stay in contact with me.
But bad things shouldn't stop you from turning a blind eye towards Reality. You found something that makes you happy or excited, but letting it absorb you can go dangerously dark.
Wasn't Chris-Chan you mentioned a lesson enough to not cave into Fiction? Wasn't it a lesson for any parent to help their Child stay tethered to Life instead of a dreaming cope?
I am asking you this as a stranger who doesn't want to stick his heads into clouds because it only makes me feel better for just a while in a week: Get Help, talk to someone, pick a hobby or a routine up, idk. Just please, don't jump into a rabbit hole you could never crawl out from.
