>>39282103i have a friend like you.
one day in college, he went missing. no one knew where he was for a week and i spent a good deal of time with the cops.
they found him in a mental hospital. he'd checked himself in after going to buy a gun and shoot himself, but decided against it.
i was his roomie at the time. tried to help him through his stuff, but he rejected it, seemingly in favor of professional help.
let me make it clear that getting help is the solution, professional or otherwise. you'd be doing a disservice to yourself and others for wasting yourself, and there's always a chance to turn back before pulling the trigger.
