>>31343654I would think it is had to convince anyone that you are not bitter or angry. Either that or you are easy to trigger and need some thicker skin, but I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt.
As for how you really feel, no one can say what that is but you. Come now, how could anyone else really understand the unique inner workings of your mind. All the same, are you suggesting that getting proper rest does not improve one's mood? I must say, that's news to me.
Still it's possible that you are seeking an outlet for your aggression in your day to day life and posting anonymously is the only method you have left. Sure it's unhealthy, but whatever works for you. just let it all out.