>>28338082I don't really have friends, my whole life had been full of fake and hurtful relationships. I'm too timid to try and start friendships because I'm nervous I'll be bothering them. I'm scared to talk about myself and feel insecure in my beliefs and what I enjoy.
My mind is constantly plagued with the desire to kill myself but im too much of a pussy to do anything. I doubt I'll live to 25 to be honest. I've had crippling insecurities about my body for years and I can hardly look in a mirror ayy my fucking ugly face most days.
I'm ago used to feeling this way that I jay don't really care about anything anymore and I just pray everyday that I falk asleep and never wake up again.
And the saddest thing is that I just wasted 3 minutes writing about my shitty life to anonymous losers on the internet over a children's game
But I've come to terms with it all.
