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My Pokemon is nowhere near as old but here we go anyway.
>had internet friend that i was pretty close to, have known him since like early 2014 or so
>he made me feel relaxed and like i wasn't so messed up
>there were lots of ups and downs during the course of our friendship, but we always seemed to find our way back to each other after fighting
>around summer last year, i get an idea and ask him if he'd make me a pokemon with his OT because he had a Garchomp and Meowstic with mine from a while ago
>he agrees and makes her
>Calypso the Maractus
>he trades her to me
>proceed to collect every available Gen 6 Ribbon
>basically just cherish these pixels because they remind me of him
>later transfer her to Moon version and collect the Ribbons there
>late last year, something that'd probably been building for a while comes to a head
>he explodes
>all we seem to do is fight, i break down in tears several times in reality as i try to fix things
>it's too late
>the damage is already done
>he's changed into someone i don't recognize
>he leaves and i sink into the worst pit of depression of my entire life
It's gotten a little easier to deal with as time as went on and I'm seeking therapy, but I still think of him every day and hope that he's alright. Part of me wishes that we could work it out and be friends again but I know that it won't work out for a multitude of reasons.