>>45076156The lab coat helps. I've rarely experienced anyone who could actually make me *feel* the blood rush hot to my face, and so consistently too.
There is feeling a passive, endemic attraction to a person like the kind most men pretty much feel for most women at all times, and there there's
>HOLYSHIT what is this what the fuck who is she holy fuck she's so gorgeous oh my god she's so COOL what the FUCK what is this my heart good lord I'm sweating…which doesn't happen often. Slams your brain hard like nothing else is able, sets your mind in a crazed frenzy, becomes a bubbling obsession you could never ignore if you tried. It isn't lust, and it's not quite love. It something else, something manic that brings the mightiest souls down to their knees.