>>13821807Dude, OP.. I know 4chan likes to frown upon people trying to help others, and not just tell them to an hero, but seriously.. Just don't off yourself.
It's fucking shitty. I know. I've been through it myself. And by extension, telling you that I know means very little.
But shit gets better. That's not just some hope-based assumption that has no backing.. It's based off of how people work.
You're experience genuine pain, that a lot of people in 1st world countries can't compare to.. it's the same sort of thing that, when you're better, can drive you to push yourself.
You can't feel happiness without feeling pain. It's just how people are. So if you're feeling doom, you have the potential to feel euphoric later in life.
Like, seriously dude.. I'm being pretty heartfelt right now.
(also, here's some pokemon shit to keep shit relevant.)